I am really struggling. My ex-husband and I were fighting all the time and after I saw a message that Shawn had posted about couples therapy I suggested we do that. Well he decided it was best that we just call it quits. He said after seeing all the problems couples go through on this web site he just didn’t think it was worth it. Maybe he is right. I don’t miss all the fighting and resentments but I do miss the love. I wonder how he is doing and how the upcoming fireworks are going to affect him. I am still ordering Shawns book and I guess its just for my own education. Letting go is very hard.
I’m not sure how to navigate here yet, but would very much like to connect. 40 years of denial have come to an end… What comes next? (vets and brothers, feel free to msg)
Found online tginoht:Dear plebs,We don’t want your peace, we want the profits from wars, without them we would not be able to buy the protection we need to beat you when you start getting hostile. Its not that we don’t like your work, we just don’t like you as individuals, we don’t care for your creativity and procreation. If we need more slaves, we will breed them like cattle.We don’t want to stop the drug war, because our pharmaceutical companies would no longer be able to monopolize patents, in order to maximize profits. Or see people of the World healthy, we just need them, able and ready, to do what ever we tell them to do.We don’t want to stop our propaganda, and maintaining monopolies on every mainstream source of information. We want to be able to delete any unwanted comments or suggestions, with no trace, and no backfire whatsoever. We don’t want equality, we prefer greed, and we don’t care what you think. We only care about misleading you and your dreams.We want to keep controling banks so that we can corrupt anyone who needs to be corrupted, without this we would be much weaker. We also want to control the wealth of every nation, as well as their resources, and if they say no we will attack them, murder coldly, and reap the profits, with parties in golden rooms.We don’t want equality, we prefer that you work for us, so that we may enjoy life, while you enjoy debt and all of the hardships of extreme capitalism. We will continue to press you like oranges, until the day that we master you eternally. We need the money, and we need most of it, in order for you to be sustainable for us. We don’t want a world of joyous equality, where there are no leaders, no losers, or winners, just people who have found the way of living as one, with every possibility to move forward no, this we don’t want.Best the rich
I have PTSD. I am having a hard time being in the home i currently own. I am in the process of getting things together to get a VA home loan. It is bad enough to feel uncomfortable in your skin but my only sanctuary has been tainted. what do i do until i can move?
May 23, 2012I’m so excited that you are winritg here and about military life! Andy is taking his oath with the Navy on Tuesday so I’m anxious to learn more about military life across the board
I am going through the hardest time in my life right now. My fiance ended our engagement 2 weeks before we were getting married for no reason that I can see. He had cold feet & it snowballed. Only by God’s power was I able to put my anger aside & forgive. There was a lot of stress in his life coming from all four corners. It was hard & still is for me to accept that it is possible for me to still love someone who ignored me for a week being nervous over other people’s failed relationships, ran away from the situation, & told me over the phone that he didn’t want to marry me. I took a photo of us & smashed it into a wall & he’s struggling to forgive me because I “crossed the line”. I get it, I violated his space but can you blame me? That was restraint.. knowing that seriously damaging any property would be my responsibility.. which I have taken responsibility for the wall. Oh geez… how did it all come to this? I’m willing to go to counseling to save this because actions & reactions can be controlled. We loved each other for our values we had in common. It’s so hard to step back & wait on him. I’m worried that he’ll hold this inside & not take hold of the opportunity to seek help that I’ve directed him to. I don’t go to the counselor until tomorrow & I’m just praying for patience & God’s will (two unbelievably difficult things to face right now). I pray that in time he recognizes he still needs help with ptsd & it played a role in all of this.
I’m not the one patting mlyesf on the back for my fake-ass, wannabe activism’.You live in a fantasy world. I’m too busy WORKING to bother squatting in my own filth, and exchanging body lice with your pathetic Narcissists.And you haven’t been marching either, sister. Just sitting there in Maine, getting fatter, older, and even uglier.America isn’t horrible’, you deranged loser- YOU ARE. Real Americans aren’t bursting with hate for other Americans- like you and your pathetic Amen Chorus of homos and moochers.LOOZAH!
I am really struggling. My ex-husband and I were fighting all the time and after I saw a message that Shawn had posted about couples therapy I suggested we do that. Well he decided it was best that we just call it quits. He said after seeing all the problems couples go through on this web site he just didn’t think it was worth it. Maybe he is right. I don’t miss all the fighting and resentments but I do miss the love. I wonder how he is doing and how the upcoming fireworks are going to affect him. I am still ordering Shawns book and I guess its just for my own education. Letting go is very hard.
I will just post this myself. I am really confused on how this works. Thought I had to post it here first but I don’t think thats true.
I’m not sure how to navigate here yet, but would very much like to connect. 40 years of denial have come to an end… What comes next? (vets and brothers, feel free to msg)
Found online tginoht:Dear plebs,We don’t want your peace, we want the profits from wars, without them we would not be able to buy the protection we need to beat you when you start getting hostile. Its not that we don’t like your work, we just don’t like you as individuals, we don’t care for your creativity and procreation. If we need more slaves, we will breed them like cattle.We don’t want to stop the drug war, because our pharmaceutical companies would no longer be able to monopolize patents, in order to maximize profits. Or see people of the World healthy, we just need them, able and ready, to do what ever we tell them to do.We don’t want to stop our propaganda, and maintaining monopolies on every mainstream source of information. We want to be able to delete any unwanted comments or suggestions, with no trace, and no backfire whatsoever. We don’t want equality, we prefer greed, and we don’t care what you think. We only care about misleading you and your dreams.We want to keep controling banks so that we can corrupt anyone who needs to be corrupted, without this we would be much weaker. We also want to control the wealth of every nation, as well as their resources, and if they say no we will attack them, murder coldly, and reap the profits, with parties in golden rooms.We don’t want equality, we prefer that you work for us, so that we may enjoy life, while you enjoy debt and all of the hardships of extreme capitalism. We will continue to press you like oranges, until the day that we master you eternally. We need the money, and we need most of it, in order for you to be sustainable for us. We don’t want a world of joyous equality, where there are no leaders, no losers, or winners, just people who have found the way of living as one, with every possibility to move forward no, this we don’t want.Best the rich
I have PTSD. I am having a hard time being in the home i currently own. I am in the process of getting things together to get a VA home loan. It is bad enough to feel uncomfortable in your skin but my only sanctuary has been tainted. what do i do until i can move?
May 23, 2012I’m so excited that you are winritg here and about military life! Andy is taking his oath with the Navy on Tuesday so I’m anxious to learn more about military life across the board
I am going through the hardest time in my life right now. My fiance ended our engagement 2 weeks before we were getting married for no reason that I can see. He had cold feet & it snowballed. Only by God’s power was I able to put my anger aside & forgive. There was a lot of stress in his life coming from all four corners. It was hard & still is for me to accept that it is possible for me to still love someone who ignored me for a week being nervous over other people’s failed relationships, ran away from the situation, & told me over the phone that he didn’t want to marry me. I took a photo of us & smashed it into a wall & he’s struggling to forgive me because I “crossed the line”. I get it, I violated his space but can you blame me? That was restraint.. knowing that seriously damaging any property would be my responsibility.. which I have taken responsibility for the wall. Oh geez… how did it all come to this? I’m willing to go to counseling to save this because actions & reactions can be controlled. We loved each other for our values we had in common. It’s so hard to step back & wait on him. I’m worried that he’ll hold this inside & not take hold of the opportunity to seek help that I’ve directed him to. I don’t go to the counselor until tomorrow & I’m just praying for patience & God’s will (two unbelievably difficult things to face right now). I pray that in time he recognizes he still needs help with ptsd & it played a role in all of this.
I’m not the one patting mlyesf on the back for my fake-ass, wannabe activism’.You live in a fantasy world. I’m too busy WORKING to bother squatting in my own filth, and exchanging body lice with your pathetic Narcissists.And you haven’t been marching either, sister. Just sitting there in Maine, getting fatter, older, and even uglier.America isn’t horrible’, you deranged loser- YOU ARE. Real Americans aren’t bursting with hate for other Americans- like you and your pathetic Amen Chorus of homos and moochers.LOOZAH!